Another Saturday..

Dear all,

May you have a great Saturday so far.  As for me, just another Saturday – by myself again. Not to say, I sound pathetic or what.  Just that, I feel like to be ‘at home’ where I have my family and friends around me.  Being away from home, it’s so different.  Now and then, I have to find ‘what to do’ every weekend.  The least I can do is stay-in, clean the house, my room, organize my things esp on the table (Gosh- you should see my table).  hehehe… Well, you cannot see it now as I cleaned my table already

Chatted with some English chatters this morning. You know what, I really pull myself to be bold and be front to say hi to strangers.  It’s still hard though, but I think I can do it even though I am so shy in my real life. 

All right guys, may you have a great Saturday evening. It’s a half past 3.  Feel wanna to take a nap. ahak…don’t know yet. Will see.  Wanna to fix my printer first. I just bought new catridge.   This morning, I downloaded new Adobe Flash Player. Phew!  Finally I can watch Youtube.com. hahaha…I’ve been disappointed for the whole week.  Last night, I finally I was able to use my ipod shuffle.  Now, I need to figure out how to transfer Quran files from my hard disk to ipod.  I tried so many times and it said the file was not compatible with ipod.  Any idea?

Till then, take care and have a great day.

Love,

Emma xx.

Does age matter if we want to love someone?

To my dearest bloggers,

Love..love..love…what a great feeling, right?  I love to be loved and (trying) to love someone who are not blood-related. Love’s in the air…mmm..nice…Love always makes me smile everytime I remember him.  Love always makes me move on in this scary life journey.   It doesn’t matter where am I, but if I can feel and smell of love, I feel secure. I feel someone’s protecting me from the evil out there. 

Love is a subjective feeling, isn’t it?  Can we love someone every day and every second?  I doubt it, to be honest. I like to fall in love. The feeling of falling in love is so great! To say the three words- is precious for me.  I love to hear these three words when someone really means the phrase.  Not because I want to hear that.  I have to admit, I do feel scare if someone says that to me though- how weird is that yeah! I want, but I am scared.  See, it really shows that I am still afraid of committment. 

I dont like to hurt people’s feeling because I don’t want people hurt my feeling.  I am so protective about it.  I know, without knowing the pain of being hurt, I won’t learn about love.  Pain and hurt can make someone give more love and accept more love. 

A question that we always ask – Does age matter if we want to love someone?  Does age matter if we want to settle down? Does age matter for everything?   Who doesnt want to live happily ever after in this life?  I want..of course everyone wants.  We all deserve great life, happiness, and blessing.  We always want to grow our love so that we can live this life fully. Interesting yeah talking about this.  So, tell me..does age matter when we love someone? 

All right guys, it’s really late. Need to snooze.  Had a long day and evening.  Take care and hope I can get the answer of my question soon. 

Have a great night.  Sweet dreams. Hugs and kisses from me always.

Love,

Emma xx.

Swollen right ankle -_-

Dear all,

It’s Sunday morning- well nearly noon though. Got up nearly 10. It was sunny when I got up- I really appreciate the sunshine here compared to Malaysia. I guess, when we are away from something we had before, we didn’t really appreciate. Humans do take for granted of what in front of us.  Now, back to cloudy. lol.  The weather in London is so unpredictable.  Yesterday was great though!  Sunny from morning till late afternoon.

I had a great Saturday night with friends.  Watched movies, played monopoly, had good dinner (I cooked Malaysian desert), and had good laugh with them.  Well, something happened after I had a quick shower.  I fell down at the staircase. I missed one step. Can you imagie that? Gosh! This is the story – I brought a chair downstair and some of my dirty shirts  to downstair.  My right ankle is hurting badly now. Feel hard to walk.  It’s swollen. Ok Ok…not that I cannot walk at all. I just exagerated.  The swollen is true.  huhuhu.. This morning I went to the toilet, I hardly walked.   Then I put some heating pack wrapped around my right ankle.   I think will get some ice later to reduce the swollen.  Or any other home remedy?  Ok Ok..I stop whining and be a baby about this…but I am hurting.. in pain..i mean, my right ankle.. (lol)…  If I was at home, I would just sit in the couch or rest and no need to do anything. This morning, after had breakfast, I cleaned the kitchen, washed the dishes, etc.. see…I can do the housechore..but in here, I want to be a baby! lol.

All right guys, what are you up to today? Not going anywhere? I think I just stay at home and ‘recovery’.  Hope I can do my uni work. 

Till then, take care and have a great Sunday ahead.

Love,

Emma xx.

Friday nite- ironing?

Hey guys,

What a wierd way for me to spend my Friday night.  I ironned almost of my clothes. Finally, did some ironing since I moved. LOL.  I ironned my bedding as well, for the first time here!  lol.  Ironing, laundry, and hoovering are not my things in house chores.  It took me at least 3 hours to finish!  But at least I enjoyed myself by listening the music.  I think I need to enjoy my single life here.  Go to cinema, theatre by myself. I can shop by myself. But not to cinema or to theatre.  mm…I should try that. lol. 

Tomorrow is another day.  Hope I can do my uni work.  I know,  it’s Saturday.  Well, will see how.  I want to have a break like couple of hours at least with a friend.

All right, it’s really late. Need to snooze. hehehe…Good night London. Good morning Malaysia. 

Loads of hug and kiss from me.

Love

Emma xx.

Weight management 09.

Hi guys,

All right.. I am still working on my weight..not to say ideal weight.  This goal is for me per say- not for others. I think so far, I haven’t achieve my goal yet to reduce 5 kg per month.  Quek will be pissed off. However, I managed to reduce my size.  Still taking herbalife products to help me (oh well..not that consistent, but will try again).  And exercise, here and  there, not intensive one.  I wish I had someone to motivate me to do it here. lol. ( an excuse from me).  A lot of people will piss here…lol.  I enjoy my food since I moved.  But, I always remember to control and drink more Herbalife tea and water. 

Anyway, for those who are trying so hard to diet, how about contact me and we can do it together.  I mean, those who are in  southeast London.  LOL. 

Good luck to us, for those who want to loose and gain weight!  Herbalife can do that too…help those who want to gain weight  

Happy Friday- oh, it’s Friday night.

LISTEN-  ”Is there anyone want to bring me out tonight? ” LOL.  Feel wanna to go out for couple of hours without thinking about my phd thingie.  Is there? Is there?  Cheers

Love always from me,

Emma xxx.

 

Not to promoting Herbalife, but it does help me in term of my health.  Try it!  No harm to try right. Yeah, it’s quite pricy as a student here.  huhuh…’Wo bo lui’ mean I don’t have money…hehhehe…

My birthday in London 2009.

Dear all,

May all is fine.  It’s Sunday afternoon in London.  It’s been a very quiet week after my birthday.  Decided to stay at home and catch up all my errands. 

My birthday was splendid. Spent my time with my special friend.  We went to an Italian restaurant and had a good time.  We were in the oldest town in England.  Yeah, in my previous column, I said I might go to Paris to celebrate my birthday.  My other friend needed to work and had to change my plan. I really appreciate what my friend did to me.  Thanks babe! 

The best thing was it was snowing on the 12th night!  It was a perfect night! 

Here, I’d like to say thank you to the lovely persons in my life:

To my parents, Junitta Law @ Latifah Mohd Alli & Madihie Sirat ~  First of all, I love you both.  Thank you for your fruit cake.  Mak, you sent me 2 birthday cards this year with your baby photos in one of them.  So cute and touched! Bapak, thanks for your birthday card too.  The red card..wow! I loved it so much. You really know my favorite color and thanks for the letter.  Thank you for your prayers.  I know it’s hard for us now to be separated. I hope I will not let everyone’s down, especially you both, Mak & Bapak.   I miss you both.  Love you too.  Nothing much I can write here as it’s hard for me to express my feeling in words at the moment. So my dearly mak and bapak, hug and kiss for me to you both.  I love you both:) xx.

To my sister, Aspa ~ I know you are not really involved in my life physically, but you are always be my inspiration in what I am doing now for my life know.  How I wish we could have sister-sister relationship where I can talk everything with you, but I know it’s impossible.   Anyway, thank you sis! Hug and kiss for you to me. 

To Dear ~  You’ve been there for me as always.  Thank you for your support and care.  May everything is fine with you and your new responsibility. 

To my family~ Thank you to all. Usu Laki, Usu Ompuan and family, Kak Coryina & Aldrin, Kak Shirley, Biri, and Danial, Thank you for everything, your love, your support, your care.  Thank you for taking care of my parents too.  May God bless  you all.  Hug and kiss from me.

To babe ~  Thank you for everything.  I really appreciate it from bottom of my heart.  I know you had a long week and yet you were there for me.  Indeed, it was really hard celebrating my birthday away from home.  My family always celebrate birthdays for everyone at home. We gather with other family members and this is the moment we can spend time together in busy day.  So Babe, thank you again and may everything goes fine with you, your personal life, and your business. You are a kind person and I really appreciate our friendship.    Hugs and kisses from me to you, Babe.

To P ~ Thank you for your weekend. Loved it as usual.  You really made my birthday in advanced great!  You cooked for me and I miss your cooking every day.   Thank you P.  May you have a great life and everything goes smoothe for you and your job.  Hugs and kisses from me to you, P.

To my roomie ~ Hey sexy   Thank you for the lovely birthday morning.  You sang a birthday song for me. LOL. It was hillarious.  That was kewl!  You really made my birthday awesome !  Hug and kiss for u too

To Cikgu Jaq  (Fl, USA)~ Hi Cikgu.  Thank you for your snow caps ( I got 3 knitted snow caps, or here, they call them binnie hat).  Loved them all. I wore the blue-blackish one in the evening.  So cool!  Really appreciate them all.  Hope my future kids (if there any..lol) will have a chance to wear them somewhere in this world.  Oh Cikgu..thank you thank you.  Hug and kiss for u as well

To my friends ~ Thank you to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday and good wishes for this year. Really appreciate it.  Mas, hope your prayer will be answered by Allah.  Amen.  Oon, thanks for your friendship since we met.  Atika, thank you to you too.  I know this week is really hard for you. But hey, there’s must be a good reason behind it right.   Man, thanks for your lovely gift from Japan (I got a hand-fan from Man.)  And those who I didn’t mention here, thanks for everything. 

All right guys..I need to stop being emotional. lol.  I am doing my laundry.  Supposed my roomie doing the laundry. Hate doing laundry!  Wanna go out for awhile.  Need to chill out. I feel wanna to sleep, but my head says- Don’t go to bed. Need to make myself tired!  I need to watch out my money flow now. huhu..

Take care and thank you for everything. 

Love,

Emma xx.