Hey guys,
Hope you guys are alright.
I was sleepy this morning and tired. I took a ’short nap’ after I had breakfast. lol. Then, I finally was on my track and did my work.
Evening went well. I took a break around 5.30 this afternoon and went to Sainsbury’s to get some groceries. Had good dinner…until someone really pissed me off.
Do you have this feeling where you don’t like ‘a particular visitor’ in the house? I tried not to think and see the person. I feel not ‘good’ around the house. Do you know why? Because if I see the face, my evening will ruin. Ok, you may ask me what kind of ‘face’?
Ok- this is the deal. The face is like when you see the pathetic face, never smiled, the eyes look so evil..the face ruins your day. I am not sure whether I express this right.
Look- whenever you go to other people’s house, please ..please..please…greet and smile and be sincere. Don’t show your ‘pathetic behavior’. If you have problem at work, or with your family, or anything, please please please..don’t bring to other people’s house. Everyone has a long day too. Don’t add up another problem with your pathetic face.
What is home? Home for me is a place where I can come home and be in the house happily and without stress. I still believe with ‘home sweets home’. I want to have this home. I think that’s why I like to live by myself. Just that, in London, it’s impossible for me to rent an apartment like when I was in the States before. Ok, I am talking as a single lady k. If I am married, it’s a different story.
I don’t mind to share and rent with others. I don’t mind if people keep coming in and out. That’s their life, right? Who am I to say? But please , if you are friend of people of the house, be polite. No harm to be polite, right?
Ok..I don’t know what to say. I feel like ‘enough is enough’. It’s time to think about what’s next? And what’s next for me now…?
I will try to cool down myself before go to bed. I don’t like to feel pissed before I sleep. It’s not good for my brain and body and my soul too.
I need to do some yoga…focus on my breathing. ;)
Till then, don’t be like me tonight. It’s not good. Take care and have a pleasant evening ahead.
Love~ Emma xx.
My Dear Emma,
Thanks for visiting our weblog……
What you need is boxing gloves and a punching bag…….You are on fire little girl?????
You can tell so much by looking at people’s eyes……I agree with you…….
If they are your CLOSE friends, I really think you should listen and help……Yes, CLOSE friends…….Otherwise, show them the door…….
I have told someone before, that friendship to me is pretty weird…..We always think we have friends, and that these friends will be there for us one day……
Here is what you do to determine whether your friends are your CLOSE friends, or just friends that you go out with and have fun…..
Grab a Pencil……Write down your friends names, and next to each name, write what these people bring to you and will do for you, and how far they will go to put there BODIES on the line for you and for your happiness……
If you manage to find 1-3 people, then you are doing so WELL…..
Wanna know whose names will be on there?????? FAMILY….
Wanna know why I said Pencil and NOT pen….With a pencil you can write people’s happiness because you can then use a rubber to erase people’s surrows and sadness……..
There is nothing wrong with being a single LADY…..Or just SINGLE……True love is VERY hard to find……True love is not just loving the person because they are nice or pretty……
True love is very deep…..It’s about beliefs……About FAMILY…….About understanding, sharing the same thoughts and LOTs of fun…..
Love is Like MISSED CALL……..It Stops When u Try to catch it.
But Friendship is like SMS Because it comes & stays inside your Inbox until you delete it.
So Its Up to YOU to Keep and Value which friends you WANT……Do that after you determine who your true friends are when you write it down on the piece of paper……
Ok, I have spoken tooooo wisely today……I sound gay now…..This talk is bullshit……Oooops I sense my other personality is coming………
I want to suck you… lick you… I wanna move my tongue alll over You……..I wanna feel u in my mouth…yes, that’s how you eat an icecream! HAHAHAHA
What were you thinking???? You naughty naughty little girl……
Keep smiling GIRL, and never fear Ian is HERE…..
Ian the turtle
My reply:-
Hey you…
Thank you for cheering me up. See..I knew it! My gut never fails so far. This is what I am talking about Ian- the other side of Ian. I believe everyone has good heart.
Yes, I do have friends- more than 3 who will be there for me. I am blessed.
I like you when you sound so gay. lol. As if, there is someone out there ‘talking’ just similar me. hahhahaha…
True love…hard to find. Once it comes, I hope I won’t let it go. I want unconditional love, not only true love. Sometime true love can cheats as well. Oh, my brain is hurting and that’s why I talk nonsense here. heheh…. Didn’t get enough sleep and well sleep.
Thanks for your thoughts Ian. I really appreciate it.
Love ~ Emma xx.
Dear Emma,
Thankyou for giving your time to comment on “Ians & Emma’s weblog”….
True love ……Hard to find……. That’s what you say, right????
I say, True love is a wonder that has no end or beginning…. True love to me is just like rain; it touches us all.
However, you only realise you had true love, when you say GOODBYE…..
A wise woman once said to me “…………”
Oh, I cant remember, I wasn’t listening at the time…..I wish I was, she is really good……I never listened to her, I was too busy looking into her eyes and dreaming……(Not of her…..You all know that, for sure)
Anyway, we are talking about you Emma baby……
True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes…….. It opens your eyes to how life should be, and where it could be……
You will know true love when it comes…..You will feel it……
The problem is, we always leave our happiness in other peoples hands…..We always think we love someone, until someone comes along, and sweeps us off our feet……
I have only had 1 girl touch my heart in my whole life…..Everything about her was just brilliant…..Everything behind her (family, etc) was brilliant…..
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time this girl touched my heart, the entire night sky would be in my hand……..
I said to her, please stop touching my heart…..Why dont you touch my arse instead?? She said “I only touch fresh friends arse”?…….
Yeah, dont get confused Emma, I dont understand it as well…..
People say, There are plenty of people out there……there are plenty of fish in the sea……..
Problem is, what if you dont go fishing????
Ok, enough of this girly talk……If i keep talking about this shit, soon I will be doing my nails and putting make up on……
Ian the turtle (Talking to Emma about love……Like I know what love is)
My reply:
Hey you,
Everyone knows what is love. Love is pure. Love is beautiful. Love makes us smile. Love makes us look forward. Love makes us happy. I don’t want to talk about bad things about love. I know the concept of love always makes us tingly.
True love vs. unconditional love. mmm…I think unconditional love is the highest level of love. Is it? I don’t know. But I know, when we love unconditionally to someone, no matter what happens, we always want to come back to the person.
Love love love…oh…my life is fulled with love. How I wish I could feel and touch everyone who loves me.
Take care and love always from me ~ Emma xx.