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A “M” Proposal? November 13, 2011

Hello my bloggers,

How’s your Sunday?  Mine, old same old same   but something new I did this morning.  I did my exercise in the morning, instead in the evening.  I was wondering what is the best time for me to exercise?  I think I wanna try to exercise, walking on my treadmill machine every morning.  See, how it goes for 3 days.  For God’s willing

Haven’t done anything yet on my work.  My brain feels tired. I guess, it needs to rest after my 2-day-of-period-pain!  Crazy, isn’t it? 

Anyway, just writing here and I’d like to share some thoughts with you, my dear bloggers.  the thing is..last week, a British friend of mine from the UK, told me that he still has the feeling towards me.  He says he doesn’t mind to move to Malaysia, find job here, settle down here with me, and this is the best part what he says…if our religion becomes our constraint, then he’s willing to convert to Islam.   Intense, isn’t it? He said, try to finish your PhD soon and we shall talk.  Yes, I want to settle down after my phd.  Definitely!  It’s time to think about personal life after this.  I pray and pray to God about this.  To show me to this man. amen..

So, this is my second drama.  I don’t want to say any further to this lovely friend.  I like him.  When I was in London, he was my ‘family’ there.   Yes, he told me about his feeling before I left London for good.  And he knew that I could not commit as he wished.  He knew that. 

As you could imagine, I was scared.  I am scared and I told him, you scared me! hahahaha..I am not sure whether that is the right feeling or not.  But one friend told me, in life, we need to be brave to get out from our comfort zone. Yes, I know that.  I am the princess of trying new things.  but not in my personal life…in my career of course!  heheheh…   I pray that God gives me strength and sanity to decide amen

Please pray for me, my dearest friend bloggers.  Thank you so much for your care and love to me.  I need this, and of course my priority is still to finish my phd.  Writing about this, I am meeting my first supervisor tomorrow.  Pray for my calmness and my brain functions well.  amen…

Till then, take care and have a great weekend ahead. Love from me ~Emma xxo