Dear Mak,
May you have a great birthday (6th June 2009). God is always be with you. I know that. You are the strongest woman ever on earth. You have the greatest patience that may others don’t have. You sacrife a lot and try your best to make everyone’s happy at home. You are the best mom. You are the best cook. You are the best wife to my dad. Without your TLC in the house, things may get chaotic.
You hide your tears sometimes. You hide your sadness. You want your space but you have huge responsibilities at home. You try to understand each situation and try to be rational. Even though sometime you lose on your trial. But you never give up. You try to listen and talk even though others hurt you directly/indirectly.
I know it’s hard for you now as your daughter is away from you. So many birthdays of yours I missed! I am sorry, mak. I wish I could be with you and with other families. You told me that you don’t want a birthday party this year like last year. Last year was funny and I know it was quite painful for you without me. You still think that my sister cousins threw you a birthday party. Yes, they did but I was the one who suggested them to throw a dinner party for you. As last year was the first time I was not there to celebrate your birthday. I transfered some money to them and everyone was there but not me. I tried to make you happy for far. Everyone was so surprised and had a good dinner last year. Praise to God. I guess this will be my little secret with my sister cousins. lol. Unless you read this blog.
This year, I don’t have any plan. I have a card and haven’t had a chance to mail it to you. For God’s willing, will do it soon. However, I already sent you a text this afternoon to wish you. Hug and kiss for you, mak.
I am grateful that I went home to visit you all last time. We had a good time. I guess, that was my birthday gift to you. Almost every weekend, we had family gathering. You cooked and everyone was happy. The last weekend, I cooked. lol. We both really enjoyed shopping and cooking together. Aunt Hilda helped us. Usu and her family. Kak Shirley and her family, Kak Coryina with Aldrin, Faisal and his family. Everyone was there. I know everyone waited with patience for me to introduce my secret ‘lover’. lol. Because I can see, now and then our family kept asking me ‘when’? One fine day…I shall introduce to everyone. That time, I wanted to be with my family, not included others. Friends, please don’t get me wrong. You are always in my heart..wherever you are.
Anyway, this message is mainly for my mak. I am not good in writing this ..I am not an expressive lady. lol. I need to polish this skill.
Happy birthday Mak. May you have a great life and happiness always. My love is always for you.
Let me try to write this poem (never done this before)..feel wanna to write a poem:-
Mak,
You are my mom,
You are my friend,
You are my truly girlfriend.
Sometime, I hurt you,
Sometime I make you smile
Sometime I make you cry
Sometime I make you happy
Sometime I make you sad
And sometime I can be so naughty. (hehehe).
Mak,
Without your blessing, I won’t be here,
Without your blessing, I won’t be who I am now,
Because I know, through your blessing,
I can feel your tender, love, care to me,
Thank you for your blessings.
Mak,
I want you to be happy,
I want you to have a great life,
I want you not to worry so much,
I want you to know,
I love you so much.
Mak,
Be strong, be you,
I know it’s hard,
Easy people to say,
But I have faith,
You have the sweetest heart.
Mak,
I am sorry I cannot be with you now,
I am sorry I make you cry,
I am sorry I am not there.
This is my wish just for you: I love you, I miss you and
Happy birthday my dearest mak, Junitta Law. xoxox..
Love,
Emma xx.